“STAM
TORAH”
PARSHAS
VAYETZEI 5780
“THE ESSENCE OF LOVE”
One summer day,
two friends, Larry and Scott, went on a fishing trip. It was a beautiful day
and they enjoyed the sunshine beating down on their heads as they cast their
lines into the ocean. Then suddenly, out of nowhere, a massive wave lifted the
boat. Larry lost his balance and fell into the now choppy waters. Scott quickly leaned over the side of the boat
and stretched out his hand towards Larry as he called out “Larry, give me your
hand.” To his shock, Larry just stared at him motionless. As Larry began to
drift away from the boat, Scott leaned out even further, “C’mon Larry! Hurry
up! Give me your hand and I’ll just pull you back on!” Larry looked confused
and continued to drift into the vast sea. Scott began to panic. “Larry! This is
your last chance! Give me your hand or you’ll be too far away for me to help you!”
He watched in utter anguish as his friend drifted out to sea, lost forever.
When he arrived back at shore, Larry
had the terrible task of informing Scott’s wife about the inexplicable events
that had just made her into a widow. After he tearfully recounted to her what
had occurred, Scott’s wife replied, “You don’t get it. You told Larry that he
should give you his hand. Larry never gave
anybody anything in his life!”
Yaakov Avinu fled the wrath of Eisav,
arriving at the home of his deceitful uncle, Lavan. When Yaakov requested to
marry Rochel, Lavan agreed on condition that Yaakov work for him for seven
years.
The pasuk states: “Yaakov worked for
seven years for Rachel and they seemed to him as a few days because of his love
for her.”[1]
Generally, when a person is excited about something in the future the days seem
to drag on painfully slowly. The more excited one is for the anticipated event the
slower time seems to pass. This is certainly true about a Choson and Kallah awaiting
their wedding. If so, how can the Torah say that the seven years passed quickly
due to Yaakov’s vast love for Rachel?
Rabbi Elya Lopian zt’l explains[2]
that one must be wary of the difference between true love and what is merely
labeled love. Our understanding of love is somewhat distorted and therefore it
is difficult for us to relate to the relationship and love that Yaakov felt towards
Rochel. He relates a parable about a man who came to a restaurant for lunch.
When the waiter asked him what he wanted, the man replied that he loves a good
steak. The waiter nodded knowingly and disappeared into the kitchen. He emerged
a few minutes later with a steaming succulent steak, which he placed in front
of the famished customer. The man wasted no time cutting the steak and
devouring it. He then smacked his lips and put his hands on his stomach. A customer
at the next table turned to him, “Sir, didn’t you say that you loved steak?” The
man nodded. The other customer continued, “Is that how you treat something you
love? You ask that it be doused in spices and grilled on a fire, so that you
can cut it into pieces and devour it?! if you love your mother, I think I should
warn her to be careful.”
Rabbi Lopian explains that, truthfully,
we don’t love foods; we love ourselves. When we are eating those foods, our
taste buds are enriched with a sensation that we enjoy. Therefore, we say we
love the food, when in reality it is ourselves that we love. The same is true
regarding cars or other material possessions. No one can really love an inanimate object,
such as a car. What he actually loves is himself and the car makes him feel
special or important when he drives it.
True love is selfless; it is a feeling
of desire to connect with the person who is loved. When one performs a mitzvah out
of feelings of love for G-d, he does not love the actual object of the mitzvah
but what it represents. When one shakes a lulav and esrog he doesn’t actually
love the esrog per se, but he loves connecting with his Creator, and this is
the manner G-d endowed him with to foster that connection.
This is the love Yaakov possessed for
Rochel. The seven-year period of Yaakov’s waiting for Rochel was a completely
spiritual experience and the preparation and waiting for an untainted spiritual
love does not cause anxiety and impatience.
Rabbi Lopian compares Yaakov’s love to
one who has to manufacture his own tefillin. Although he anxiously awaits its
completion so that he can perform the mitzvah, every moment that he is working
to create the tefillin is also dear to him. Therefore, he enjoys the entire
experience.
This idea is very profound, and it is
challenging for us to truly comprehend it. Truthfully, when I first learned this
explanation from Rabbi Lopian I had a hard time grasping the concept, because
we can hardly relate to pure love that is completely selfless.
In, “The thinking teenager’s guide to
life”, Rabbi Akiva Tatz expounds upon this idea:
“Romance is certainly one of the major
elements in the culture that surrounds us. Much, if not most, of its literature
and entertainment revolves around this experience. What is it exactly?
“The heady swirl of emotion experienced at
the beginning of a relationship is the hallmark of romance. There is no Hebrew
word for this idea: Hebrew certainly has a word for love, ahava, which
at its core denotes giving…
“What is the difference between love and
romance? Love is the result of genuine giving (not of taking, as is the
mistaken belief in modern society). Real giving, giving of the self, generates
love, and that love is real. You love where you give, not where you take. When
you give, and particularly when you give yourself, you love. When you give
yourself to someone intensely, totally, you will love that person. Parents
always love their children more than children love their parents; the reason is
that parents give to their children, they give life itself, and that is how their
love comes to be. That is the direction of the giving, and that is the
direction of love.
“This is one of the most important things
to understand, particularly in an age of self-gratification where love is
confused with the good feeling of receiving. When you receive from someone and
that makes you feel good, you do not necessarily love that person; on the
contrary, if you think about it you will see that what you really love in those
situations is yourself! You love what the person does for you, you love the
good feeling, in fact, you love yourself! No; real love is where you give, not
where you receive.
“But romance has nothing to do with giving.
It is the experience of newness, the quick infatuation which is generated by
superficial appearance, and it is illusory. It lasts only long enough to
convince you that it will last forever; in fact, that is exactly when it
collapses! Of course, it has a purpose, and that purpose is to inspire, to
begin a relationship with energy and hope. In that sense it is a gift; but
relative to genuine love it has no name.
“Modern society confuses love with romance.
Romance is advertised and sold as love, and of course, when romance dies, as it
must, there is nothing left but pain and disillusionment. No one has taught
this generation that real relationships are built by the very hard work of
giving, and therefore when the taking begins to wear thin, the relationship
dies.
“Romance comes at the beginning of a
relationship, love comes later. And the height of the romantic notion is, “Love
at first sight”, the clearest contradiction imaginable. Love is not possible at
first sight; there has not yet been any giving. First sight only reveals the
superficial, and only a superficial illusion of love can result.”
Yaakov’s love for Rochel was true love. The
ultimate marriage is one built on giving and selflessness. To paraphrase the
famous words of President Kennedy, “Ask not what is in the relationship for you
to gain, but rather ask what you can devote to the relationship”. That will
ensure its success.[3]
“And Yaakov loved Rochel
“They seemed to him as a few days because
of his love for her.”
Rabbi
Dani Staum LMSW
Rebbe, Heichal HaTorah, Teaneck, NJ
Principal, Ohr Naftali, New Windsor NY
[1] Bereishis
29:20
[2] Lev
Eliyahu al HaTorah
[3] During the early
years of Stam Torah, I would add mazal tov wishes to friends and family at the
end of Stam Torah. This Stam Torah was originally written in November 2001. The
following is what appeared then:
It
is hard for me to believe that I am actually about to write the following words.
One of the things I enjoy most about disseminating Torah thoughts each week is
the opportunity to wish dear friends special ‘Mazal Tovs’ on occasion.
Every
day of our lives we are indebted to Hashem for so much, that we find it
difficult to properly thank Him for the fact that we are alive each moment and
are endowed with so much blessing. Therefore, when we are blessed with an
overwhelming gift from Him it becomes that much more impossible to express our
gratitude. The ideas of this week’s Stam Torah are especially applicable to a
Choson and Kallah and therefore I am overwhelmed with gratitude to Hashem that
He has given me the opportunity to wish a Mazal Tov to someone extremely dear
to me.
Mazal
Tov to Chani Mermelstein of Lakewood N.J. on her becoming a Kallah last night.
The reason this Mazal Tov is so dear to me is because Chani is MY Kallah.
May
Hashem grant us the strength and fortitude to accomplish all we seek to do
together and build a Bays Ne’eman in Klal Yisroel, raising a generation of
B’nei Torah who will continue to disseminate the word of G-d and the Torah for
all of eternity.
Our
vort will iy’h be a week from Sunday December 2, 2001 in Ateres Yeshaya, Lakewood,
NJ, from 4 p.m. to 7 p.m.
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